I don't even know what to do with myself right now. Stuff is a mess, in a pretty big way ( Read more... )

So we're coming into the final stretch for New Voices. Current bizarre-ass set of symptoms of what I'm now dubbing the "New Voices plague" (I'm convinced I've got three different ills at this point, but hey):

( Possible TMI below )

Woke up, needing to just figure out this one damn problem by 3, absolutely sick to my stomach.

Super.

EDIT: Argh, I feel like I'm so close to cracking this whole thing open. Doesn't help that the Rockstar Energy Shot had literally zero effect.

Grargh, I hate MATLAB.

My goal before A Term 2009 is to be almost unrecognizably healthier.  In shape, minus some weight, eating better, the works.

In other (brief) news, I have re-re-re-realized that I tend to overwork myself so I have less time to panic about things and/or stop and overthink things.  Which resulted in this hellish D Term:

(EDIT: Stuff in italics is stuff ( Read more... )

I love music.  As a whole, I love music.  The concept, the execution, everything.  It's expression that transcends language.  Beautiful ( Read more... )

So things are looking... different.  Which is good, to be fair.  This week I sort of dedicated to opening up new paths and figuring out some direction.

Didn't win office in either Alpha Psi Omega, didn't run for anything in Masque.  So aside from various AYO stuff, I'm pretty much gonna be Joe Schmoe Actor for the rest of the time here, aside from ( Read more... )

Sooo remember how I said I was going to back off of organizations on campus and such?

Yeah, that's not going so well.

Okay so yes, I'm not running the SFS anymore.  But that hasn't stopped a slew of nominations for stuff in other groups to come my way.

I've been nominated for Masquot in Masque, the position I currently hold.  While I'm flattered ( Read more... )

Oy, for the third time I tossed a line to a girl, to see if she was interested in me, and it yielded, for the third time, an indeterminate response.  This time was a bit more obvious... or so I thought.  Is hoping for her to simply be oblivious too naïve?  Or am I just in denial of a soft rejection?  We'll see what Friday brings.  It will be, at ( Read more... )

Felt like utter crap this morning, but hey, getting better.  Still having a hard time speaking for more than a few minutes at a time.  Tomorrow I'm going to actually go to class and crap ( Read more... )

I feel like crap ( Read more... )